What is the cure for myself?

I already know about Law of Attraction.

I already know about faith and belief and blah blah blah..

All that shit is garbage without the wonderful world of drugs. 

How do I know?

I am a clinically-diagnosed mental case (thanks to my childhood HELL). 

I can be the walking undead and never leave my home for months if I don't do a few bonghits every blue moon to get me out and mingling.

And every few days out of the week I get into my bouts of bipolar/ depression tendencies if I haven't had a nice glass of Merlot to stop the old brain from thinking too much.

That is my problem, folks.

I THINK TOO MUCH!

Isn't that the problem of every chronically depressed individual in the world..?

Of course, not everyone is the same. 

I can drink one or to glasses of wine and I'll be good... while others can't seem to stop.

Well, Honey..

There's a limit to the madness...But I sure as hell know why they pick up the glass in the first place.

In their minds, they are screaming.." Something has GOT to save me from myself! Let THIS be the cure!"

Doctors are idiots when it comes to this mental anguish that they claim to know so much about. 

How many doctors are schizophrenic manic-depressants with bipolar tendencies?

Not many employed ones, that's for sure!

What's their cure..?

" Hmmmm....Let's stop cold turkey and gather in a fucking drum circle and talk about our feelings.

Oh!

By the way...here's another drug to take the place of the natural ones you were self-medicating yourself with....heehee!

Just to warn you that the side-effects will fuck you up even worse that before...

By the way..Here's my bill."

Listen, you medical school know-it-alls....

You trust-fund 'quacks' who get all their info on life from books....

MAYBE WE DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT OUR GODDAMN FEELINGS?

MAYBE WE WOULD RATHER CHIEF IT OUT WITH A NICE ROLLED-UP KUSH BLUNT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD...

MAYBE WE NEED MORE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES WHO CARE....

MAYBE WE NEED A WAY TO SHARE OURSELVES WITH THE WORLD SO WE CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT OUR LIVES...

MAYBE WE NEED A WAY OUT OF THIS MADNESS WE CALL "THE AMERICAN DREAM"

Who knows..?

All I know is I could have offed myself years ago...but something/someone always kept me here on this crazy planet...so I'd better stick it out and see what's in store for the future..

Now, pass me a beer...